Haywire
Just the word to describe my thoughts and emotions.
We are nearing the end of the year - I looked back at my past one year and felt that the title was just as apt a summary of that one year as it is a description of my thoughts and emotions. My 20s has been full of surprises and discoveries - it may not have turned out exactly the way I wished but I am proud of it.
Those years at work - some loved it, some hated it, some moved on, some stayed on. I'm proud I pulled through an awful yet awesome 6.5 years.
Lost 3 loved ones - two related by blood, one not but all so very close to my heart.
Packed my suitcase and boarded the plane alone to call Down Under my second home ever since. Experienced more than I could ask for and brought back so much more with me. Not to forget that lovely doggy in the window.
Made some wonderful friends along the way and re-ignited some old friendship along the way. Like I once said, "I love my friends!" That feeling just keeps getting stronger.
Discovered the true colours of some and discovered that much more about myself. Life is indeed a journey of hidden perils and treasures for one to discover.
It is a wonderful case of life gone haywire.
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Discovering true colours eh...argh, I wish that is a positive statement but damn well it is not!
Hmm...I am now offended the term is given a bad name given colours - I rather have colours of rainbow in mind...and that means happy thoughts...I am haha rambling in my usual way...
Hmmm yeah, colours should so be associated with something beautiful and positive. They still are, I suppose. But could be used in so many different contexts.
Last night, I was lying in bed thinking about how you thought you know someone only to realise you've never actually really known that someone. It is uber scary and sends a chill down my spine as I thought about the slow process of discovery which eventually leads you to the ugly truth about a person.
No more such discoveries for me, I pray.
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